"UM, here i come!" Okay, I guess that's what I'm supposed to say now, though I don't really feel the excitement of getting into the best local university. Maybe that's what people feel when they have some friends in some way better universities than themselves, and yes, I meant myself. My own brother is in Monash University in Melbourne, one of my best friends is going for Bath University in England, and another acquaintance of mine is going to america this year, and no need for me to explain how good those places are, their world ranking speaks for themselves. It's obvious, their ranking is at least one digit less than UM's! And here's the kicker, they are all sponsored by JPA, damn the JPA! So people, stop congratulate me for getting into UM!
Besides that, the course they offered me isn't really the one I wanted, though I don't really know what I want, or need. I mean, seriously, what am I gonna do with genetic and biology molecule? I don't even know what the biology molecule stands for! I know I am not a lucky one, and I never will be, but why was I offered the last choice I've made without my own consciousness? I deserve more with my result, am I not? Even with all the mingled feelings and thoughts in my mind ( what I meant by mingled was confused + confused + confused +...), there is one thing I know for sure, I desperately need to get into a university, cause that's the only way I can be the one I wanted to be, even if that requires me to get 120 copies of document to be verified by my previous school's authority. So, au revoir, my past, and hola, my future.
