A few years ago, you might think that a graduate should be respected, because they are knowledgeable. However, this concept doesn't seem to be appropriate these days. Why?
As we all know, the graduate needs to pass through a lot of challenges and tests, by reading a lot and studying very hard. Even though some might really studied very hard, they don't get the chances to enter a university because they might not score a good grade, which might because what he studied didn't come out in the exam. This shows that we still need luck to pass with flying colours, instead of study hard.
In these days, you don't need a lot of hard work or fortune to be a graduate, what really matters now is money. Yes, in deed, you need money to be a graduate, because there are so many private universities now, and they all need to have someone pass their exams, and hence their passing marks wouldn't be high, thus, all you need is just basic knowledge about the field that you study and anough education funds. If you don't like to work, and you still have money, you can even study some more degree courses until you are ready, and everyone will think that you must be brilliant to study so many courses.
That's bullshit, i know, and so do the exams. The exams don't represent your ability anymore these days, and maybe you are so good to score full marks in all papers, it just tell us that you are very good in memorizing, but what about your leadership? your co-operation skill? Aren't those the most important qualities in all careers?
Exam sucks!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Sad news
Last midnight i heard that the child of my mom's brother's had been taken away by his mother. I'm not very sure what happened in between them but i guessed that he was tricked by his ex-wife to sign the agreement letter. And i guess he is in grief now, to lose three children to his ex-wife.
Eventhough i'm not fond of him, but its still quite a sad news because the kid wanted to be with his father, and if he follows his mother, he has to stay with a stepfather that he never met before and he's a malay, that means the kid has to be an Muslim, eventhough both his parents are Buddhist. Thats not the biggest matter, but i wonder what those kids think to leave their father and being look after by another father...
Eventhough i'm not fond of him, but its still quite a sad news because the kid wanted to be with his father, and if he follows his mother, he has to stay with a stepfather that he never met before and he's a malay, that means the kid has to be an Muslim, eventhough both his parents are Buddhist. Thats not the biggest matter, but i wonder what those kids think to leave their father and being look after by another father...
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Demon in my house
Remember the cousin i wrote about? The kid that his parent divorced because his mother 'ran away' with another man? I said that he is going to move in my house next year, because he is going to study in my hometown, and his father is not capable of taking care of him nor paying a maid. However, this plan seems to be coming earlier than i expected, because he is here today, eventhough not staying here but he spent almost a whole day here.
He is a very active and talkative child, and that's why i don't like him. Since my mom has to take care of my nephew, which is still a baby, i have to spend time with him, listen to his child talk. At first, i think that's what an active child will do, but i got fed in a couple of hours. He is not only talkative and active (hyperactive, maybe), but the main problem is that he doesn't has the manner that a normal child should have, at least i think he should have. He always touch and play with my stuffs, and i have to put an eye on him the whole day so that nothing of mine will be 'anihilated'. When we was having our lunch together, he use his bare hand to take fish to his bowl! And when i was telling him not to do that again, he seemed like couldn't care less.
And he always talk something that i don't actually understand. He asked me, 'do you know who is xxx?' Who is he/she and why should i care? I mean i never met him before so how do i know someone that he knows? He also asked me that do you know how to do this do that? Why the hell should i know? He should be grateful that i didn't do something dangerous on him.
He is a very active and talkative child, and that's why i don't like him. Since my mom has to take care of my nephew, which is still a baby, i have to spend time with him, listen to his child talk. At first, i think that's what an active child will do, but i got fed in a couple of hours. He is not only talkative and active (hyperactive, maybe), but the main problem is that he doesn't has the manner that a normal child should have, at least i think he should have. He always touch and play with my stuffs, and i have to put an eye on him the whole day so that nothing of mine will be 'anihilated'. When we was having our lunch together, he use his bare hand to take fish to his bowl! And when i was telling him not to do that again, he seemed like couldn't care less.
And he always talk something that i don't actually understand. He asked me, 'do you know who is xxx?' Who is he/she and why should i care? I mean i never met him before so how do i know someone that he knows? He also asked me that do you know how to do this do that? Why the hell should i know? He should be grateful that i didn't do something dangerous on him.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Fate
Life is not what we can expect, and it always turn up to be against our mind. This might make our life very challeging and intriguing, but in fact it also makes our life miserable.
I worship the life to study in other countries, and i've been pursuing this dream since i was in primary school. My wish was about to come true when i knew that i can apply for an scholarship for foreign study, if i can get a good grade in spm. However, i failed. I realised that i cannot rely on scholarship only to achieve what i wanted. So, i spent a lot of time in research for all the scholarships and loans i can look for, but it turned up to be frustrating.
I went for an exhibition of UK tertiary education a couple of weeks ago, where a lot of universities of UK will send some delegations here to introduce their school, about tuition fees, living cost, scholarship, qualification...However, i found out that those universities don't provide full scholarship for international student, and the fees is too high for loan.
After that, i ask for some advice from my brother in law, about my study, but he told me that i don't have to search for foreign universities for a good salary, i should just study here. Its not i don't like the education here, its because i dream for this for so many years, i don't want to give up! Should i believe in fate?
I worship the life to study in other countries, and i've been pursuing this dream since i was in primary school. My wish was about to come true when i knew that i can apply for an scholarship for foreign study, if i can get a good grade in spm. However, i failed. I realised that i cannot rely on scholarship only to achieve what i wanted. So, i spent a lot of time in research for all the scholarships and loans i can look for, but it turned up to be frustrating.
I went for an exhibition of UK tertiary education a couple of weeks ago, where a lot of universities of UK will send some delegations here to introduce their school, about tuition fees, living cost, scholarship, qualification...However, i found out that those universities don't provide full scholarship for international student, and the fees is too high for loan.
After that, i ask for some advice from my brother in law, about my study, but he told me that i don't have to search for foreign universities for a good salary, i should just study here. Its not i don't like the education here, its because i dream for this for so many years, i don't want to give up! Should i believe in fate?
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
What makes genius a genius
It's the first time i write for almost a month, because i was quite busy with my end year exam. However, my hardwork doesn't seem to be fruitful, and i'm pretty sure that i won't get good grad for this year. Hope next year will be a lot better, or otherwise i really have to kill myself.
Anyway, i read the newspaper a few days ago that was about two genius, one from Taiwan and another one from China. Actually i don't really feel "impressed" to read about their achievements (both are students of Harvard), because i think that the genius we always admire about share some commons, and that are the reason why we can't be a genius like they do.
Firstly, they are always very rich, maybe not very, but at least none of them are poor. They never have to think about the money they spent in their study, unlike the people like me. We have to worry about the tuition fees, bus fare (i think they always have a car for them), expenditure on books (books might sound not that burdening but to be a genius like they do, we need a lot of crazy books that cost a lot), study materials (computer, cds, internet...)...Sure they can be a genius, cause they don't have to spent their mental energy on these issues!
Secondly, they always have genius parents. They always have parents that are lawyers, doctors, profesor...And sure they know how they teach their children very well. But look at us! Our parents are all uneducated or at most they had only finished their primary education!
Thirdly, they don't have to go through a lot of things that we have gone through. For example, work for pocket money. They've everything they needed, and hence don't need to work to get what they want. But we're different, like me, i have to work part time for almost 4 months last year so that i can pay my tuition fees!
There are a lot more reasons why we can't be a genius like them. So, they are actually not that respectable, because they are just normal people with a favourable condition to be genius. I can't say they didn't make any effort, but just they have the conditions to pay the effort, but we don't. If we are in the same background like they do, don't you think that we can do the same?
Anyway, i read the newspaper a few days ago that was about two genius, one from Taiwan and another one from China. Actually i don't really feel "impressed" to read about their achievements (both are students of Harvard), because i think that the genius we always admire about share some commons, and that are the reason why we can't be a genius like they do.
Firstly, they are always very rich, maybe not very, but at least none of them are poor. They never have to think about the money they spent in their study, unlike the people like me. We have to worry about the tuition fees, bus fare (i think they always have a car for them), expenditure on books (books might sound not that burdening but to be a genius like they do, we need a lot of crazy books that cost a lot), study materials (computer, cds, internet...)...Sure they can be a genius, cause they don't have to spent their mental energy on these issues!
Secondly, they always have genius parents. They always have parents that are lawyers, doctors, profesor...And sure they know how they teach their children very well. But look at us! Our parents are all uneducated or at most they had only finished their primary education!
Thirdly, they don't have to go through a lot of things that we have gone through. For example, work for pocket money. They've everything they needed, and hence don't need to work to get what they want. But we're different, like me, i have to work part time for almost 4 months last year so that i can pay my tuition fees!
There are a lot more reasons why we can't be a genius like them. So, they are actually not that respectable, because they are just normal people with a favourable condition to be genius. I can't say they didn't make any effort, but just they have the conditions to pay the effort, but we don't. If we are in the same background like they do, don't you think that we can do the same?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Totally conservative chinese family
It is always a mystery to me that why some families treat their son and daughter as friend, and willing to share things together; while some families treat their son and daughter like a boss and the employees. This always can be seen in the western families and the eastern families, and honestly i prefer former. My family is a typical chinese family, which means that they never treat me like a friend.
Obviously, chinese parents always have some ego inside of them, which cause them always have a gap between their son and themselves. They are very conservative, and always teach their kids to respect their elders, and this always came up very difficult when the youngers found out that the elders are wrong, and yet they to keep it as a secret as a sign of "respect". This is totally what i'm facing. I always have to keep my mouth shut so that i don't insult the elders, even though i'm right. What pissed me off the most is that sometimes i have to be blame even though i had never done anything wrong. For example, last time when i was in the living room with my family after meal, i start to play with my sister's son(about half year old), and my sister pull up a towel and accidetally drop the toy of my sister's son. She thought that i was the one who drop it because i was so close to it so she asked me to wash it. I knew she didn't know it's her fault to drop the toy, so i told her that she drop it, not me. Then, she said 'oh...', and my father suddenly raised his voice and said 'just do it when you are told to!', and my older brother added 'why should you talk so much even though she just asked you to do a thing?'. I was about to blow my head up at that moment! I was just trying to tell her that its not my fault and they all just blamed me for telling that!
Why the western people can be so nice to their son and daughter?
Obviously, chinese parents always have some ego inside of them, which cause them always have a gap between their son and themselves. They are very conservative, and always teach their kids to respect their elders, and this always came up very difficult when the youngers found out that the elders are wrong, and yet they to keep it as a secret as a sign of "respect". This is totally what i'm facing. I always have to keep my mouth shut so that i don't insult the elders, even though i'm right. What pissed me off the most is that sometimes i have to be blame even though i had never done anything wrong. For example, last time when i was in the living room with my family after meal, i start to play with my sister's son(about half year old), and my sister pull up a towel and accidetally drop the toy of my sister's son. She thought that i was the one who drop it because i was so close to it so she asked me to wash it. I knew she didn't know it's her fault to drop the toy, so i told her that she drop it, not me. Then, she said 'oh...', and my father suddenly raised his voice and said 'just do it when you are told to!', and my older brother added 'why should you talk so much even though she just asked you to do a thing?'. I was about to blow my head up at that moment! I was just trying to tell her that its not my fault and they all just blamed me for telling that!
Why the western people can be so nice to their son and daughter?
Friday, October 17, 2008
Do you believe in God?
A few days ago my friend showed me a book that he is currently studying about, i don't quite remember the tittle but its about the stories and history of hindu.
I was quite shock that he is interesting in such thing, rather than games or celebrities, even though i knew that he is quite a boring guy, but i never think of a chinese to study something about the other religion. So we talk quite a bit of this and another friend of mine, who is a Indian join our conversation. When we were talking about something about God, my Indian friend asked me,"What do you think god is?" And without any hesitation i told him that god is actually something our ancestor created so that people have something to believe that they should do good thing, cause the God commanded it; at the same time, they should not do the bad thing cause God will punish them or get them into hell. That's what i think personally as a science student, cause i keep telling myself that these religion thing is just something not true, something human created and human believe in. And sometimes i think its kinda funny, cause human always believe that the God created them, while in fact they themselves created the God, that mean human created something to create them. But his answer turn up to be God is actually a picture human gave to the power of the universe, or cosmic power that human can't explain.
However, i found that most of the stories of the religion are quite interesting, and some of them have great wisdom behind. So i asked another Indian friend of mine, and i found out that there are a great connection between Buddha and Hindu.(In fact, Buddha originated from Hindu, and both are actually vegetarian) And as much as i found out, Taoism is very closely related to Buddha too. Indeed, most religion i knew is somehow connected from some stories. It seems like our ancestors had the same thinking. Isn't that amazing?
Today i start to realise that why do i care about these stuff? I'm a science student, a "science" student that study about the fact, not the myths. However, i seems like start to believe something i don't believe in.
I was quite shock that he is interesting in such thing, rather than games or celebrities, even though i knew that he is quite a boring guy, but i never think of a chinese to study something about the other religion. So we talk quite a bit of this and another friend of mine, who is a Indian join our conversation. When we were talking about something about God, my Indian friend asked me,"What do you think god is?" And without any hesitation i told him that god is actually something our ancestor created so that people have something to believe that they should do good thing, cause the God commanded it; at the same time, they should not do the bad thing cause God will punish them or get them into hell. That's what i think personally as a science student, cause i keep telling myself that these religion thing is just something not true, something human created and human believe in. And sometimes i think its kinda funny, cause human always believe that the God created them, while in fact they themselves created the God, that mean human created something to create them. But his answer turn up to be God is actually a picture human gave to the power of the universe, or cosmic power that human can't explain.
However, i found that most of the stories of the religion are quite interesting, and some of them have great wisdom behind. So i asked another Indian friend of mine, and i found out that there are a great connection between Buddha and Hindu.(In fact, Buddha originated from Hindu, and both are actually vegetarian) And as much as i found out, Taoism is very closely related to Buddha too. Indeed, most religion i knew is somehow connected from some stories. It seems like our ancestors had the same thinking. Isn't that amazing?
Today i start to realise that why do i care about these stuff? I'm a science student, a "science" student that study about the fact, not the myths. However, i seems like start to believe something i don't believe in.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
A rotten mind of world
A few days ago my uncle came by my house and had a conversation with my mom. I was sitting in front of my computer that time. After that, my mom called me to meet with my uncle and his son. After that she told me that his son will be staying with us in the future. My expression was a quite 'huh' ? Why? She is not surprised with my expression, so she told me that my uncle will be divorcing, so his son has to be staying with us because he will has no time to take care of him.
Why are they divorcing? That's what i asked when they go back. And i was quite shock when i was told that its because his wife has changed religion to Islam and ran away with another Islam, leaving them behind. What a pity child.
What the heck are they thinking now? I mean like my cousin before, who was married after she found that she is pregnant, they all don't consider about the consequences before doing something? They just get divorced without considering about their child? They don't have to take responsibility for their action?
What a rotten mind of world...
Why are they divorcing? That's what i asked when they go back. And i was quite shock when i was told that its because his wife has changed religion to Islam and ran away with another Islam, leaving them behind. What a pity child.
What the heck are they thinking now? I mean like my cousin before, who was married after she found that she is pregnant, they all don't consider about the consequences before doing something? They just get divorced without considering about their child? They don't have to take responsibility for their action?
What a rotten mind of world...
Thursday, October 9, 2008
The era is changing...2
One of my student ask me again if i can teach her again. This time i say no very directly, cause i don't want to be regretting again.
Please don't think that i'm very selfish or what, but i'm really disappointed enough. Why she don't concentrate more when i was still having the patient to teach her? If she don't want to study harder, why is she asking me to teach her again?
I'm really made up my mind now, and i know that i will not regret about that. So why won't she let me go? Just let me go, i'm really tired this time. Please don't blame me for this......
Please don't think that i'm very selfish or what, but i'm really disappointed enough. Why she don't concentrate more when i was still having the patient to teach her? If she don't want to study harder, why is she asking me to teach her again?
I'm really made up my mind now, and i know that i will not regret about that. So why won't she let me go? Just let me go, i'm really tired this time. Please don't blame me for this......
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
The era is changing...
Before today, i was teaching two of my relatives tuition. It was almost half a year ago. One of them met me and asked whether i can teach them tuition or not? After a few minutes of consideration, i agreed to teach them cause i had just finished my SPM and still looking for part time job, so why don't i teach them even though its not very much i can earn, but at least that's better than doing nothing.
I teach them a lot of thing, include english, math, science, everything i know. Initially, i'd never think of what would happen to teach them, because they showed so much passion to study and improved themselves (in fact, they are quite weak in most of the subject). After that, i found that they just "wanted" to improve, but never take any action or think how to improve, maybe they do think about it, by asking me to teach them...? So, i took some tedious steps in teaching, by giving them lots and lots of homeworks because my teacher used that way to teached me as well, and the result came out satisfactory, so i think it might work, and it should work for them too. However, they finished none of those homeworks. Well, at least no one is completely done.
I started to be fed up by their behaviour that always look for my answer and never try harder to do it by their own. Since i am a very "patient" teacher, i taught them once a week, two hours each class, for six months. Till this afternoon, i decided to stop all these when one of them absent for the class.
What on earth are going on with the students nowadays? It seems like they are just like bean curd--too soft and cannot push too hard. They don't need to struggle very hard to learn something or to get knowledge, and yet they never appreciate it. In my time, we might broke our fingers just if we did a simple grammar mistake! My teacher taught me very strict and very well, and i had became a good student too! I think....
I teach them a lot of thing, include english, math, science, everything i know. Initially, i'd never think of what would happen to teach them, because they showed so much passion to study and improved themselves (in fact, they are quite weak in most of the subject). After that, i found that they just "wanted" to improve, but never take any action or think how to improve, maybe they do think about it, by asking me to teach them...? So, i took some tedious steps in teaching, by giving them lots and lots of homeworks because my teacher used that way to teached me as well, and the result came out satisfactory, so i think it might work, and it should work for them too. However, they finished none of those homeworks. Well, at least no one is completely done.
I started to be fed up by their behaviour that always look for my answer and never try harder to do it by their own. Since i am a very "patient" teacher, i taught them once a week, two hours each class, for six months. Till this afternoon, i decided to stop all these when one of them absent for the class.
What on earth are going on with the students nowadays? It seems like they are just like bean curd--too soft and cannot push too hard. They don't need to struggle very hard to learn something or to get knowledge, and yet they never appreciate it. In my time, we might broke our fingers just if we did a simple grammar mistake! My teacher taught me very strict and very well, and i had became a good student too! I think....
Sunday, October 5, 2008
A big regret
It's been a week of holiday, and i think i'm almost doing nothing in this week, and maybe what i did is just reading comics and surfing internet, even though i sweared i had to finish up the syllabus to catch up the school's progress, but it just seems like my mind is not strong enough to keep me study, rather than "enjoying" the holiday.
The weather of this week is not very good, extremely hot, maybe that's the reason why i can't concentrate on my revision? Studying under a sultry day? Who will be able to do that! And that's what i hate Malaysia the most--vagaries of weather! It seems just fine last week...But in fact i know i'm just trying to get an excuse.
I planned to study, but the output doesn't fit my goal; and i wanted to finish my bio project, but it is yet to be done...everything haven't finish yet though i planned to. I think that's what human knew very clearly yet they do it the most--regret...
The weather of this week is not very good, extremely hot, maybe that's the reason why i can't concentrate on my revision? Studying under a sultry day? Who will be able to do that! And that's what i hate Malaysia the most--vagaries of weather! It seems just fine last week...But in fact i know i'm just trying to get an excuse.
I planned to study, but the output doesn't fit my goal; and i wanted to finish my bio project, but it is yet to be done...everything haven't finish yet though i planned to. I think that's what human knew very clearly yet they do it the most--regret...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Many roads diverge in a yellow wood...by Daniel Tan
Even though i'm in the stage of aiming my goal and do my best to achieve it, but recently i feel that i don't really know what my aim is, and i don't know what i wanted for. All these years i struggle and struggle for a good result, because what i know is i don't like sport, and i'm not a good competitor. If i can't do well in my academy, i am just nothing. I'm unlike the others, i can't run very fast, i cant fight very well, i can't sing very nice, i can't speak very fluent, and all i can do is just study to score a point that can make the others to notice me, and thats what i wanted for. That is the philosophy i learnt when i was in form 2.
But it just can't satisfy me well enough. And a good student seems to be tagged at me forever. I don't know what will the others think about me if i can't even study well. I can't be an athlete, i'm not that strong; i can't be an artist, i'm not that talented; i can't be a businessman, i'm have no managing skills.
What am i going to do if i can't study anymore? I don't know what can i do after study. Initially, i think its good to be a pharmacist because my teacher said so, and after that i think i should be a doctor because i can earn a good amount of money, but my cousin said i should consider about accounting, cause its very demanding nowadays, and my sister said why don't you try to be ophthamologist? Those all are just screwing up my mind.
What can i be? What should i be? I don't really know what am i interesting in, cause i just study to keep me study!
But it just can't satisfy me well enough. And a good student seems to be tagged at me forever. I don't know what will the others think about me if i can't even study well. I can't be an athlete, i'm not that strong; i can't be an artist, i'm not that talented; i can't be a businessman, i'm have no managing skills.
What am i going to do if i can't study anymore? I don't know what can i do after study. Initially, i think its good to be a pharmacist because my teacher said so, and after that i think i should be a doctor because i can earn a good amount of money, but my cousin said i should consider about accounting, cause its very demanding nowadays, and my sister said why don't you try to be ophthamologist? Those all are just screwing up my mind.
What can i be? What should i be? I don't really know what am i interesting in, cause i just study to keep me study!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
My dreadest fear
I dream to travel the whole world, listening to different language, seeing different buildings, meeting different people, eating different food, feeling different weather, since i was a little boy. And this dream has never fade, and it never will. That is the reason i came up with an idea to study abroad. This was almost a part of my life planning and thinking how to achieve it.
Since my family isn't rich, not rich enough to get me to the other countries, and in fact i had a hard time to get my pre-university education, cause the amount of collge fee is quite......tremendous to me. That is why i was trying to get the scholarship from the government so that i can get to study abroad, even though i have to spend a few years for the housemanship. However, it just crushed when i failed the interview, and i was quite astonished when i found that i had also been rejected by the local matriculation programme! I wonder is it because of the political problem or just because i'm not good enough? It hurted me more when the others around me got it, while i'm the "rejected".
It maybe is not a very bad news, and i console myself to struggle harder in form 6 so that i can get one more chance for the scholarship. The last chance, that's what i'm fear about. It just feels like i am risking all i've got in a gambling and now i'm afraid to open the number of the die i've got. But lately i've been thinking is it worth? Will it worth? Or maybe i'll just get disappointed again after years of hardwork? I am so afraid that i'll be rejected again...
Can i accept the result years after? I've been "rejected" too many times, i don't know if i can accept it again. If, the bad thing really happens, is it means that i have been wasting years of time on it? Maybe i was just longing for something impossible to me...
Since my family isn't rich, not rich enough to get me to the other countries, and in fact i had a hard time to get my pre-university education, cause the amount of collge fee is quite......tremendous to me. That is why i was trying to get the scholarship from the government so that i can get to study abroad, even though i have to spend a few years for the housemanship. However, it just crushed when i failed the interview, and i was quite astonished when i found that i had also been rejected by the local matriculation programme! I wonder is it because of the political problem or just because i'm not good enough? It hurted me more when the others around me got it, while i'm the "rejected".
It maybe is not a very bad news, and i console myself to struggle harder in form 6 so that i can get one more chance for the scholarship. The last chance, that's what i'm fear about. It just feels like i am risking all i've got in a gambling and now i'm afraid to open the number of the die i've got. But lately i've been thinking is it worth? Will it worth? Or maybe i'll just get disappointed again after years of hardwork? I am so afraid that i'll be rejected again...
Can i accept the result years after? I've been "rejected" too many times, i don't know if i can accept it again. If, the bad thing really happens, is it means that i have been wasting years of time on it? Maybe i was just longing for something impossible to me...
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Time not enough!!!
Its true that i really think the time is just not enough for me. Maybe my time management is not very good but i just seems to rush for the whole day with time. I wonder if its because the earth is spinning too fast? Or is it because we are too hasty?
What can we do? The world is developing too fast! The news are changing everyday, the things are keeping being improved. Today maybe i buy a new cellphone and tomorrow there will a new one with better functions and maybe cheaper.
By the mean of logical thinking, do you think the time is enough? There are totally 24 hours a day, and as a teenager, i supposed to have 8 hours of rest(but usually i only have 6),then there will be 16 hours left. I'll be in my school for about 6 hours, so there will be only 10 hours left. Averagely, i'll have to tuition for 2 hours a day, so there will be only 8 hours left. Ok, lets assume i can eat very fast and bath in a thunder speed, i need at least 2 hours for 3 meals and baths. After deducting, only 6 hours left. Since i go to tuition and school by bus, i have to spend time waiting and standing in the bus, if i count as 1 hour each day(usually not possible), there will be only 5 hours left. What about the time for doing homework and project? If i take it as 1 hour each day, then there will be 4 hours left for me to do the revision and study. Is it enough? Maybe, but if i live such life i might end up crazy. Thus, i at least need 1 hour for amusement, and what about the time to check mails, exercise, doing the hobbies' stuff, making friend, and some time i might join camping or others activities, i need to spend time on my family too, shopping with them, chat with them...
gahhhhhh!!!!!! time not enough!!!
What can we do? The world is developing too fast! The news are changing everyday, the things are keeping being improved. Today maybe i buy a new cellphone and tomorrow there will a new one with better functions and maybe cheaper.
By the mean of logical thinking, do you think the time is enough? There are totally 24 hours a day, and as a teenager, i supposed to have 8 hours of rest(but usually i only have 6),then there will be 16 hours left. I'll be in my school for about 6 hours, so there will be only 10 hours left. Averagely, i'll have to tuition for 2 hours a day, so there will be only 8 hours left. Ok, lets assume i can eat very fast and bath in a thunder speed, i need at least 2 hours for 3 meals and baths. After deducting, only 6 hours left. Since i go to tuition and school by bus, i have to spend time waiting and standing in the bus, if i count as 1 hour each day(usually not possible), there will be only 5 hours left. What about the time for doing homework and project? If i take it as 1 hour each day, then there will be 4 hours left for me to do the revision and study. Is it enough? Maybe, but if i live such life i might end up crazy. Thus, i at least need 1 hour for amusement, and what about the time to check mails, exercise, doing the hobbies' stuff, making friend, and some time i might join camping or others activities, i need to spend time on my family too, shopping with them, chat with them...
gahhhhhh!!!!!! time not enough!!!
Monday, September 22, 2008
Pathetic world!
Yesterday i went to my cousin's wedding party. It was quite amazing because they had invited so many people there and i was like stuck in a tuna can. Actually i'm not very closed to that cousin but just to accompany my mom. When i saw my cousin, i was so stunted because she looked soooo........... "plump" and her body was swelling abnormally that i almost couldn't recognise her. Later on i found that she is pregnant.
Its true that such cases are very common nowadays, but she is just 19, one year older than me, and she's going to have a baby at her 20th. I really can't understand the thinking of the teenagers nowadays, or maybe i am too conservative but i really think they should learn how to protect themselves! At such a young age they should be concentrating on their studies or career's developement so that they can have a better life, at least they can survive in such world without starved!
As i know from my mom, her husband is about her age, and not working, or more aptly still didn't think of getting a work eventhough he's getting married. He doesn't have much education too. I wander what the hell are they thinking? Shouldn't them be worried about how to feed themselves? Or they just want to rely on their parent forever? How can they be so irresponsible for their actions? How can they just do what they want after their sinful desire and not considering about the consequences? Sigh...
I had think of something about sex too of course, and also about love, but should i just have a girlfriend with me and i spend the money from my parents on her? Definitely no! I know this is somehow not acceptable, but, can you say i'm wrong?
Its true that such cases are very common nowadays, but she is just 19, one year older than me, and she's going to have a baby at her 20th. I really can't understand the thinking of the teenagers nowadays, or maybe i am too conservative but i really think they should learn how to protect themselves! At such a young age they should be concentrating on their studies or career's developement so that they can have a better life, at least they can survive in such world without starved!
As i know from my mom, her husband is about her age, and not working, or more aptly still didn't think of getting a work eventhough he's getting married. He doesn't have much education too. I wander what the hell are they thinking? Shouldn't them be worried about how to feed themselves? Or they just want to rely on their parent forever? How can they be so irresponsible for their actions? How can they just do what they want after their sinful desire and not considering about the consequences? Sigh...
I had think of something about sex too of course, and also about love, but should i just have a girlfriend with me and i spend the money from my parents on her? Definitely no! I know this is somehow not acceptable, but, can you say i'm wrong?
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Bad life
What another lousy week, keep doing the same routine like a walking machine. Why life is so hard? Everyday i have to wake up 6 at the morning to prepare to go to school by bus. Then, i have to take time study study and study in school and do some other projects. Meanwhile, since human are social animal, i have to make friends so that i don't get to tense up or too lonely. But the time for study just isn't enough. After that, i still have to go back by bus and then rush for tuition after having a quick meal, by bus again. So sick of taking bus, but this is my fate, is guess.
After a whole hectic day and a few hours waiting and standing on the bus, finally have some time for some leisure and rest. Why the others can be so easy in study while i can't? So tired for all these but life has to go on. Just wish the day will come when i can go for a travel to the world without any hesitations and worries...
After a whole hectic day and a few hours waiting and standing on the bus, finally have some time for some leisure and rest. Why the others can be so easy in study while i can't? So tired for all these but life has to go on. Just wish the day will come when i can go for a travel to the world without any hesitations and worries...
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
I'm in love with loneliness...
Years ago, when i was still a very self-centred and shy boy, i always wish there will be anyone beside me to do something. At least i can feel a bit of security. I still remember the first time i went to kl for a part time job during holiday. That is a terrible experience. I had to stay in a filthy and maybe a little bit smelly hostel that was provided. I should had known that when the offer is so generous. In that night, i was always thinking about my family, my house. Ya, i'm really some kind of too relying on family. That's the reason i went there, to toughen myself.
However, after some experiences of taking bus here and there, i start to learn to live on my own. Even sometimes i think that it would be better to be alone. At least i won't be giving problems to the others and on the other hand the others won't give me any trouble.
About two months ago, my twin brother leave for his study. Though, he comes back once a week. Some of my friends asked me:"Don't you feel lonely when he's not around?"(Since he's the closest to me in my family) Sure they will think so, but actually i never upset about that. Maybe i do feel the loneliness, but under certain circumstances i do enjoy it. Is it mean that i have grown up? Or i'm in love with loneliness?
Maybe after these few years, i've never change, still self-centred, but just with a little bit of guts in facing life.
However, after some experiences of taking bus here and there, i start to learn to live on my own. Even sometimes i think that it would be better to be alone. At least i won't be giving problems to the others and on the other hand the others won't give me any trouble.
About two months ago, my twin brother leave for his study. Though, he comes back once a week. Some of my friends asked me:"Don't you feel lonely when he's not around?"(Since he's the closest to me in my family) Sure they will think so, but actually i never upset about that. Maybe i do feel the loneliness, but under certain circumstances i do enjoy it. Is it mean that i have grown up? Or i'm in love with loneliness?
Maybe after these few years, i've never change, still self-centred, but just with a little bit of guts in facing life.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
My friends, do you still remember me?
Yesterday I fell sick suddenly. As usual i thought it is just another temporary flu but it turned up worse after i came back from school. As a result, i went to clinic reluctantly. The doctor is quite talkative, and when he found out that i'm studying form 6, what had spitted out from him is only "form 6 is very hard, i tried it before. '
After that, i decided not to go to school today, because i really can't go. Today, i woke up very late in the morning, or more aptly, very early in the afternoon. Still very tired though, because of the illness. I rest a whole day laying on the sofa, watching television. I felt worry, because i should had a lot thing to do in school. And i can't go to tuition too. I might had skipped a lot, and i need to chase it up like hell after this.
I had never felt this before, because when i was in secondary school, i can skip any class i want, but still can catch up easily. But now, maybe not, because i am in form 6. My life is becoming more and more busy now, i doubt if i would become like this if i didn't take form 6. Busy life had caused me to abandone a lot of things in my life. I will usually plan something to do with my friend during free time, especially weekends, like playing badminton, share our computer games, playing card games...but not anymore.
Maybe its not because i'm busy, but they are...Ya, its true, we had getting busier now, and can't get together, or we have different friends now, living in different world, having different dreams to chase. I wonder if one day we meet each other on a street will we greet each other? Or we both will forget about each other?
My friends, do you still remember me?
After that, i decided not to go to school today, because i really can't go. Today, i woke up very late in the morning, or more aptly, very early in the afternoon. Still very tired though, because of the illness. I rest a whole day laying on the sofa, watching television. I felt worry, because i should had a lot thing to do in school. And i can't go to tuition too. I might had skipped a lot, and i need to chase it up like hell after this.
I had never felt this before, because when i was in secondary school, i can skip any class i want, but still can catch up easily. But now, maybe not, because i am in form 6. My life is becoming more and more busy now, i doubt if i would become like this if i didn't take form 6. Busy life had caused me to abandone a lot of things in my life. I will usually plan something to do with my friend during free time, especially weekends, like playing badminton, share our computer games, playing card games...but not anymore.
Maybe its not because i'm busy, but they are...Ya, its true, we had getting busier now, and can't get together, or we have different friends now, living in different world, having different dreams to chase. I wonder if one day we meet each other on a street will we greet each other? Or we both will forget about each other?
My friends, do you still remember me?
Thursday, September 4, 2008
How do you think?
Do you ever had a feeling that your teacher is teaching something not right or he/she is just here for his/her work, not to educate the posterity? Well, I do all the time. Maybe I should blame the government for being so easy in choosing these "educators"?
Let me give an example...last time my teacher,told us to finish a short essay of 50-60 words, that should not be too general, it should explain a topic in details. Sure its not easy, but I think I should just explain a simple thing. But on the next day, she demanded us to present it to the class. The one she praised is an one page long(A4 size texpad) essay, whereas the one she criticizes is the one with 50-60 words."This is a classic example that is not well-prepared" this is what she said.
Lets take a look at this one...
" My father bought me a new car on my eighteenth birthday"-What is mean by new?How new?
"The car is spacious and beautiful"-Beatiful is not a suitable word.By the way,how spacious and beautiful?
"It is very expensive too"I would like to know more about the price.
"having a car makes my life easier"What do you mean by "life easier"?
"It gives me freedom to travel wherever I want"Why it gives you freedom?Is it because your father caged you?Where you want to travel to?
This is the "classic example" I mention just now from one of my friend.I do not mean that the teacher is wrong, but she first limited us with 50-60 words, but then she demanded so much that is quite impossible to cover in just 50-60 words!
I think she must not like the Davincci code, because it is too ambiguous!
Let me give an example...last time my teacher,told us to finish a short essay of 50-60 words, that should not be too general, it should explain a topic in details. Sure its not easy, but I think I should just explain a simple thing. But on the next day, she demanded us to present it to the class. The one she praised is an one page long(A4 size texpad) essay, whereas the one she criticizes is the one with 50-60 words."This is a classic example that is not well-prepared" this is what she said.
Lets take a look at this one...
" My father bought me a new car on my eighteenth birthday"-What is mean by new?How new?
"The car is spacious and beautiful"-Beatiful is not a suitable word.By the way,how spacious and beautiful?
"It is very expensive too"I would like to know more about the price.
"having a car makes my life easier"What do you mean by "life easier"?
"It gives me freedom to travel wherever I want"Why it gives you freedom?Is it because your father caged you?Where you want to travel to?
This is the "classic example" I mention just now from one of my friend.I do not mean that the teacher is wrong, but she first limited us with 50-60 words, but then she demanded so much that is quite impossible to cover in just 50-60 words!
I think she must not like the Davincci code, because it is too ambiguous!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
The movie"money not enough"
I watched a singapore movie yesterday,named"money not enough".That is quite a touching and educational movie,i almost cry out watching the touching scene...
The story starts with the introduction of a big family of an old mother and three married sons.The oldest son is the least educated,thus,he does not have much approach in his life,but he has three little girls in his happy family.The old mother stay with him.
The second son and the youngest are both succesful in their lives.The second son own a big bungalo together with his selfish wife and a modern and indulged daughter,whereas the youngest's work is selling a Taiwan-brand nutritional supplement.He has a loyal wife but he never appreciate her.The two sons earn thousands of dollar each week but they never share with their mother that raised them and feed them and sacrificed everything just to make sure her children can grow up healthily,a mother that has never had a good life even her child is successful.
The big brother then learned to sell the nutritional supplement as what his little brother do,but he does not has the money to start his career.He can,finally,get a job of a "manager" by borrowing the saving from his mother.Even though he is not very educated,and he can't even read or speak english,but he still can make it in his new career.Slowly,he earn a car,new tv,and can finally take his mother to watch a car race that his mother wanted for a long time.
However,these do not last very long,not long enough for him to feel contented.Some disasters came striking them when a news reveal that some people who ate that nutritional supplement went into hospital because of food poisoning.The eldest brother and the youngest one,lost their trust and lost their career.Yet,they lost all their money because they used it to buy too much products.The youngest now do not have money to pay his debts.The second brother doesn't seems to be any better too.Due to some circumstances,he lost all his investment and he has to sell all his properties.His wife and his daughter have to work as singers to earn their living.
What a poor women.The mother now has to take out all her saving to help her sons,that never appreciated it.Finally,her sons are now living a simple life.They start to abandone their mother with the excuse of busyness.The mother has to change her place everyweek to her sons' house.
Later,the idea of sending her to old folks house evoked because she is having a severe Alzheimer's disease.However,this ends up with her emotional outburst and went into coma.
Even though they have a little bit of regret,just a bit,they still argue about the medical expenses of their mother in the ICU of a private medical centre.Suddenly,their mother is facing danger when her blood pressure suddenly drop drastically and need the blood of O-.In the same time,the daughter of the second brother had an accident and came to the same medical centre.She lost a lot of blood and need O- blood.However,there are only two packets of the blood in the medical centre.What to do?They can only save one person.The eldest and the youngest want to save their mother but the second and his wife want to save their daughter.A very inhuman dialogue came out of the second's wife"Its no use to safe mother!She's so old and she's already dying!My daughter is different!She's still young and has lots of future!"
While they were fighting for the blood,their mother raise a bit of conscious and heard what's happening.No doubt this is heartbreaking to her.Of course!What would you feel when everyone of your closest family think you are burdening and useless!Under semi conscious mind,she used her last breath and energy to pull off her breathing tube to end her life,to save her grandaughter!For the sake of her sons!
How do you think of this story?Is it touching?Is it frustrating and piss you off to read about those damn brothers?If you do,please love your parents in whatever you can from now,to forever...
The story starts with the introduction of a big family of an old mother and three married sons.The oldest son is the least educated,thus,he does not have much approach in his life,but he has three little girls in his happy family.The old mother stay with him.
The second son and the youngest are both succesful in their lives.The second son own a big bungalo together with his selfish wife and a modern and indulged daughter,whereas the youngest's work is selling a Taiwan-brand nutritional supplement.He has a loyal wife but he never appreciate her.The two sons earn thousands of dollar each week but they never share with their mother that raised them and feed them and sacrificed everything just to make sure her children can grow up healthily,a mother that has never had a good life even her child is successful.
The big brother then learned to sell the nutritional supplement as what his little brother do,but he does not has the money to start his career.He can,finally,get a job of a "manager" by borrowing the saving from his mother.Even though he is not very educated,and he can't even read or speak english,but he still can make it in his new career.Slowly,he earn a car,new tv,and can finally take his mother to watch a car race that his mother wanted for a long time.
However,these do not last very long,not long enough for him to feel contented.Some disasters came striking them when a news reveal that some people who ate that nutritional supplement went into hospital because of food poisoning.The eldest brother and the youngest one,lost their trust and lost their career.Yet,they lost all their money because they used it to buy too much products.The youngest now do not have money to pay his debts.The second brother doesn't seems to be any better too.Due to some circumstances,he lost all his investment and he has to sell all his properties.His wife and his daughter have to work as singers to earn their living.
What a poor women.The mother now has to take out all her saving to help her sons,that never appreciated it.Finally,her sons are now living a simple life.They start to abandone their mother with the excuse of busyness.The mother has to change her place everyweek to her sons' house.
Later,the idea of sending her to old folks house evoked because she is having a severe Alzheimer's disease.However,this ends up with her emotional outburst and went into coma.
Even though they have a little bit of regret,just a bit,they still argue about the medical expenses of their mother in the ICU of a private medical centre.Suddenly,their mother is facing danger when her blood pressure suddenly drop drastically and need the blood of O-.In the same time,the daughter of the second brother had an accident and came to the same medical centre.She lost a lot of blood and need O- blood.However,there are only two packets of the blood in the medical centre.What to do?They can only save one person.The eldest and the youngest want to save their mother but the second and his wife want to save their daughter.A very inhuman dialogue came out of the second's wife"Its no use to safe mother!She's so old and she's already dying!My daughter is different!She's still young and has lots of future!"
While they were fighting for the blood,their mother raise a bit of conscious and heard what's happening.No doubt this is heartbreaking to her.Of course!What would you feel when everyone of your closest family think you are burdening and useless!Under semi conscious mind,she used her last breath and energy to pull off her breathing tube to end her life,to save her grandaughter!For the sake of her sons!
How do you think of this story?Is it touching?Is it frustrating and piss you off to read about those damn brothers?If you do,please love your parents in whatever you can from now,to forever...
Monday, August 25, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
boring!!!
soooooo.......... boring!!!nothing to do but just facing the computer and waiting for tuition.This holiday is just sucks.It suddenly remind me about the time i was till in secondary school,so memorable.
In secondary school,there is almost no stress if compare to now.We play and chat in school,after that we will go to each others house for games that we like commonly.About 5pm,i will surely go to the badminton court near by my house with my buddies for some exercises.Then,we will keep chit chatting while eating some snacks.Quite a happy time.
But now,all of us had separated.Most of them went to other colleges or universities for their foundation course,leaving our hometown.However,due to several personal problems,i still have tostay here for another one and a half year,so sad!
Even though i am having holiday now,but most of their holiday is not same as mine,so even i want to play badminton,no one to accompany me.So lonely!
What to do?We have to grow up,don't we?We have to meet new friends,adapt to new surrounding.Well,what i wish is good luck!My old friends!Hope one day we will meet each other with a successful story to tell!
In secondary school,there is almost no stress if compare to now.We play and chat in school,after that we will go to each others house for games that we like commonly.About 5pm,i will surely go to the badminton court near by my house with my buddies for some exercises.Then,we will keep chit chatting while eating some snacks.Quite a happy time.
But now,all of us had separated.Most of them went to other colleges or universities for their foundation course,leaving our hometown.However,due to several personal problems,i still have tostay here for another one and a half year,so sad!
Even though i am having holiday now,but most of their holiday is not same as mine,so even i want to play badminton,no one to accompany me.So lonely!
What to do?We have to grow up,don't we?We have to meet new friends,adapt to new surrounding.Well,what i wish is good luck!My old friends!Hope one day we will meet each other with a successful story to tell!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
JUST JOKES!
I got this from my friend so i want to share these jokes with everyone...
TEACHER : Maria, go to the map and find North Amerika.
MARIA : Here it is.
TEACHER : Correct.Now class,who discover Amerika?
CLASS : Maria.
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TEACHER : John,why are you doing your math mutiplication on the floor?
JOHN : You told me to do it without using tables.
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TEACHER : Glenn,how do you spell crocodile?
GLENN : K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L
TEACHER : No,that's wrong.
GLENN : Maybe it's wrong,but you ask me how i spell it.
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TEACHER : Donald,what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD : H I J K L M N O
TEACHER : What are you talking about?
DONALD : Yesterday you said its H to O.
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TEACHER : Winnie,name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE : Me!
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TEACHER : Glenn,why are you always get so dirty?
GLENN : Well,i'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER : Millie, give me a sentence starting with "I".
MILLIE : I is ...
TEACHER : No, Millie...Always say,'I am'
MILLIE : All right, 'I am the ninth letter of alphabet'
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TEACHER : George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it.Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIE : Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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TEACHER : Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON : No sir, i don't have to, my mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER : Clyde, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's.Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir, its the same dog.
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TEACHER : Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD : A teacher.
TEACHER : Maria, go to the map and find North Amerika.
MARIA : Here it is.
TEACHER : Correct.Now class,who discover Amerika?
CLASS : Maria.
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TEACHER : John,why are you doing your math mutiplication on the floor?
JOHN : You told me to do it without using tables.
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TEACHER : Glenn,how do you spell crocodile?
GLENN : K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L
TEACHER : No,that's wrong.
GLENN : Maybe it's wrong,but you ask me how i spell it.
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TEACHER : Donald,what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD : H I J K L M N O
TEACHER : What are you talking about?
DONALD : Yesterday you said its H to O.
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TEACHER : Winnie,name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago.
WINNIE : Me!
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TEACHER : Glenn,why are you always get so dirty?
GLENN : Well,i'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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TEACHER : Millie, give me a sentence starting with "I".
MILLIE : I is ...
TEACHER : No, Millie...Always say,'I am'
MILLIE : All right, 'I am the ninth letter of alphabet'
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TEACHER : George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry tree, but also admitted it.Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't punish him?
LOUIE : Because George still had the axe in his hand.
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TEACHER : Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON : No sir, i don't have to, my mom is a good cook.
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TEACHER : Clyde, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's.Did you copy his?
CLYDE : No, sir, its the same dog.
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TEACHER : Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
HAROLD : A teacher.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
save the seal!
Last time i saw my brother was doing his university's assigment.He was looking for some information about the slaughter of seals and the activities to save them.As i had nothing to do,i watched a video about the slaughter of seals that he found on youtube.
In that video,i saw some very cute seals laying on ice.Suddenly,some hunter came and hit their head with a long weapon.The hunter continuously hit them without mercy until they lost their consciousness.Blood spilled over the white ice.The hunter then peeled off their skin and cut off their flesh for commercial purpose."How cruel are they!" this is what my brother said.According to him,there are about 200 millions of seals 500 years ago and now there are only 40millions left due to human activities.
Even though we should really get involved in saving seals,but there are so many extincting animals and plants are not getting attention from the public.Why?I think this is because of their appearance.Just like the doves and the crows.Doves are well accepted by public but crows are not,because they are black.Even though people keep saying we should not judge a book by its cover,whereas human keep doing this for millions of years since the existence of colour.
Save the seals!Save the panda!Crow?God bless you...
In that video,i saw some very cute seals laying on ice.Suddenly,some hunter came and hit their head with a long weapon.The hunter continuously hit them without mercy until they lost their consciousness.Blood spilled over the white ice.The hunter then peeled off their skin and cut off their flesh for commercial purpose."How cruel are they!" this is what my brother said.According to him,there are about 200 millions of seals 500 years ago and now there are only 40millions left due to human activities.
Even though we should really get involved in saving seals,but there are so many extincting animals and plants are not getting attention from the public.Why?I think this is because of their appearance.Just like the doves and the crows.Doves are well accepted by public but crows are not,because they are black.Even though people keep saying we should not judge a book by its cover,whereas human keep doing this for millions of years since the existence of colour.
Save the seals!Save the panda!Crow?God bless you...
Thursday, August 7, 2008
which is more important?money or life?
Since the shell was once used as "money" in trading in ancient time,money becomes the most important thing in our lives.Maybe you don't think money is most important,well some might say when compare to our lives,money is worthless.But think properly,in such modern era,would you or are you able to survive without money?Sure not!In the past maybe u can drink the river water or pond when you are thirsty and go hunting for food;but now you have to pay for everything you need,houses,shirts,transportation,even water.Furthermore,we still have to pay a lot of taxes for the government,road tax,head tax,income tax...Now can you say you can survive without money?You can stay in your country without paying taxes?Sure not!There would be no crime either in the world if otherwise!
Who don't like money?Why are we struggling so hard in life?Its all because we want to earn more money for a better life.I doubt if there is still anyone would say money is not so important?Which is more important now?Money or life?Who knows?
Who don't like money?Why are we struggling so hard in life?Its all because we want to earn more money for a better life.I doubt if there is still anyone would say money is not so important?Which is more important now?Money or life?Who knows?
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
help me god!
I always have a hard time in communication.I have tried to learn to be a friendly man but just a lot of reason i can't do it well.I have been in a new school for more than a month but still can't make a lot of friends here.But how?I tried to talk to my classmates but the impression i gave them is still i am a very serious man or more aptly a "cool and quiet" man.So sad but just sometimes i really think that i don't need to talk in certain situation but the others can be very fun talking.Fot example,when they are talking about a homework they don't know how to do,and i know how to do but they didn't ask me,i will not try to interrupt their disccusion until they ask me.This is not because i don't want to share my knowledge but i don't want to make them think i'm showing off what i can do.
I usually don't study at home and i would rather rest more.Thus,to catch up the school's syllabus,i always read the reference book and do exercises in school.This lead to another haedache,that is i always don't pay attention to the school's teacher,and actually i personally don't think i should,because my tuition teacher teaches the same thing but with the better way that i can understand better.Well,this gave them another bad impression on me,proud and arrogant.
How can i be accepted in school,without neglecting my academy?Who can help me?God,please!
I usually don't study at home and i would rather rest more.Thus,to catch up the school's syllabus,i always read the reference book and do exercises in school.This lead to another haedache,that is i always don't pay attention to the school's teacher,and actually i personally don't think i should,because my tuition teacher teaches the same thing but with the better way that i can understand better.Well,this gave them another bad impression on me,proud and arrogant.
How can i be accepted in school,without neglecting my academy?Who can help me?God,please!
Monday, August 4, 2008
your favourite colour?
Have you ever been ask "what is your favourite colour?"?Well, I think everyone had such experience and a hard time to choose what is the best colour.A few days ago,I saw such question in a personality test.Personally,I think such questions are just rubbish.Would a person like a single colour for everything in his/her life?For example,I like white colour because its always symbolises purity,clealiness and innocence.Ok,then i should just drink only milk everyday;wear a white shirt,white pants,and even underwear in white:and dye my hair into white colour?On the contrary,I like black colour simply because it is cool,then I should not install light in my house because dark night make the atmosphere so "cooooooooooooool".
Basically,I like all colour,depends on the occasion,and that's what a normal human being should be.Who don't like a colourful life?If you are in a life with only black and white,then i have to say how pity you are!I like white colour for my room,black colour jacket,red colour shirt,light brown pants,blue colour eyes..........
Basically,I like all colour,depends on the occasion,and that's what a normal human being should be.Who don't like a colourful life?If you are in a life with only black and white,then i have to say how pity you are!I like white colour for my room,black colour jacket,red colour shirt,light brown pants,blue colour eyes..........
Sunday, August 3, 2008
secret of eyes
Last week my friend ask me what do you think is the most important organ of human?I think for a short moment of a few soconds and answer her its the brain.After that she ask me again what is the organ that betray you the most?I doubt for quit a long time now...what organ could possibly "betray" us?She look at me and said its your EYES.
Do you know why?Because the eyes tell everybody what you feel or think.Have you ever lie to somebody and he/she said:"you're lying!"Well,this is because your eyes tell them what are you thinking.It's true that the eyes do "tell",even though not everyone can read it.
I personally don't really able to "read" what people think,but i can see the curiosity, anger, accusation, sadness, happiness and much more from their eyes.This is why i like babies' eye more than the adult.A baby,usually see things full with curiosity and with no sins.They do neither blame you,or keep you away from their sight deliberately to hurt you.
Do you know why?Because the eyes tell everybody what you feel or think.Have you ever lie to somebody and he/she said:"you're lying!"Well,this is because your eyes tell them what are you thinking.It's true that the eyes do "tell",even though not everyone can read it.
I personally don't really able to "read" what people think,but i can see the curiosity, anger, accusation, sadness, happiness and much more from their eyes.This is why i like babies' eye more than the adult.A baby,usually see things full with curiosity and with no sins.They do neither blame you,or keep you away from their sight deliberately to hurt you.
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